Friday, November 30, 2012

My Full Confession

I am in a wee bit of trouble with family and friends...but I am used to it.  I kinda/sorta run on the adage "It's easier to beg for forgiveness, then ask for permission".
  But in this case, beg for forgiveness with good news than worry everyone over nothing...


Here is the deal.  I had surgery Monday. 

 I had a mass in my right axillary removed.  The non-delicate armpit. While I was under general anesthesia, my surgeon also fixed a umbilical hernia I had.  The hernia was most likely a result of my pretty weak abdomen after it received so much stretching during my pregnancy with Jamie Lynn and then Button's quick arrival to the crime scene.  Severely excessive amniotic fluid and big babies in your uterus result in muscle gaps of about 2-4 inches.

 Yup...I am asked about 1-2 times a week if I am pregnant or when my due date is.  Nice.
 Suffice it to say, my guts decided to take advantage of the weakness and poke through!
As for the mass? It was non-cancerous!! Simply a cyst with a sidepocket of infection, was the description.  It fooled us for a bit because it behaved like a hard non-tender lymph my doctors were worried, I was a "wee" bit worried but trying to be super confident all would be well.  Mr. Boss was VERY worried the past two months. 

And because of all the worry?  I didn't want anyone else to be added to the stress and worry.

  Mr. Boss's family has a significant breast cancer history and my very own maternal aunt was recently diagnosed this summer with a rare breast cancer.  Then there was also some lymphoma discussion.  But I kept going back to "Why worry over something that ends up being nothing?"

However, if you thought you noticed a frenetic, panicked tone to my WIP posts and my to do list lately?  

There was.

  Reason Number One: I knew that I was going to be laid up simply because we all know surgery is no fun.  I did not want any obligations left out there hanging.  I hate feeling like I let someone down! Unfortunately, I was not able to finish my do. good stitches quilting or work on a commissioned applique job for a quilt.   But I am trying not to be too frustrated about it!

Reason Number Two:  The near future after the surgery was unknown.  I had to realistically "go there" so that I was prepared for the worst.  I already had a million and one diagnostic appts and pre-op appts beforehand, I couldn't fathom what I had in stored if I was given the dreaded "C-word" option.


So here I am....hanging out on a couch or a chair....recovering.  Thankful that I don't have cancer.  I am not naive to think that I am free and clear in the future, but I know I am safe, for now.  My incisions were a lot bigger than I anticipated.  My hernia ended up being bigger than my surgeon anticipated, but the recovery is much less worse than my two c-sections.  My arm?  Which happens to be my dominant...SEWING....arm is swollen, numb at times, and painful.  I even have a few zings and zangs from shoulder to finger. I am THANKFUL that my doctor was so thorough and made sure there was nothing else there or nothing left behind.  I am HOPEFUL, that it will all heal properly and well.

In short. 

 I am not able to sew right now.  No quilts.  No Butterfly Kisses right now.  

In the meantime?  

I am planning my UFOs and WIPs schedules and planning some other "to dos".

I still have a few projects to share in the next few days that I was able to complete before our Magical Thanksgiving trip and my surgery. 

And I have quite a few goodies arriving in the mail because I did shop for some Black Friday deals this past weekend!!!!!

(Cross-posted on Butterfly Kisses)


  1. I am glad you came out with good news and I hope you have a quick and full recovery! Definitely do not stress over UFO's, ultimately they are not the most important thing in life. Happy dreaming :)

  2. get better my friend!
    and so glad it was benign...

  3. So glad to hear everything turned out OK. I hope your recovery is speedy and complete. Especially before Christmas arrives!

  4. Glad it turned out to not be the C word! Have I told you that you should take this time to rest up? ;)

  5. I'm so glad you are ok! I cannot believe people keep mistaking you for being pregnant. Don't ask if you aren't sure, people!

  6. I hope you recover well and can rest and recuperate and feel up to snuff soon!

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  8. Oh you had me worried for a sec there and am super pleased to hear that you are ok and on the mend. Take your time and relax. I can see you "to-do" list growing with those inspiring books there and your new purchases, can't wait to see them. Hugs from abroad xx

  9. I hope you are feeling well and finding some nice down time. Wishing you a speedy recovery and a Merry christmas! **HUGS** Get well soon!

  10. God bless you! I'm rejoicing for you and with you that you are healthy, and that your surgery was overall a success. I have a dear friend who had an abnormal amount of amniotic fluid during her second pregnancy. She recently has hernia repair surgery, and her tummy fixed (because she had the same issues with a larger than normal belly than before pregnancy).

    Lord, I pray that you bring healing and peace upon this precious woman. Bless her and keep her healthy, and keep her eyes focused on You! Help melt away her guilt when she isn't able to finish her work that she so loves to do, and share and give to others. AMEN :)

  11. How scary! Glad you are cancer free and I wish you a speedy recovery!


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